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And Yet I Wish But For The Thing I Have
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| To whom it may concern (you know who you are) |
[28 Nov 2005|11:11pm] |
Ok, so I was told that I need to update this journal...because I simply haven't in awhile...and because "someone" wants the "gossip."
well....ummm......
......it took 470 days. That's my gossip for you :)
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[30 May 2005|09:17pm] |
 | You scored as The Surprise! Dyke. Despite the dead giveaways, such as the tattoos and love of the L Word, people still seem to think that you're straight.
The Surprise! Dyke | | 70% | The Sprightly Elfin Femme | | 45% | The Pretty-Boi Dyke | | 45% | The Student Dyke | | 40% | The Vaginal-Reference-Making Dyke | | 35% | The Quasi-Gothic Femme | | 30% | The Stud | | 25% | The Little-Boy Dyke | | 25% | The Femme Fatale | | 20% | The Hipster Dyke | | 10% | The Granola Dyke | | 10% | The Bohemian Dyke | | 10% | The Magic Earring Ken Dyke | | 10% | </td>
What Type of Lesbian Are You? (Inspired by Curve Mag.)
created with QuizFarm.com |
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[22 Jan 2005|03:20pm] |
Ok so I'm SO glad i came home this weekend! First off, getting to meet Leisha, Erin, and Sarah of the L-Word! The dvd signing started at 2, but I got there around 11 and was the 30th person in line. And the store was nice and let us all wait inside so that was good. And OMG I was like drooling when they came out! Sarah is the new cast member (the one who is sleeping with Shane i think). And like OMG X 10 Leish and Erin are AMAZINGLY hot. Like no joke. They're like 5'7 or so and thin and sooooo pretty and soooooo nice! They each signed my dvd and they were chatting it up with each of us and they were so personable!
uum, I HATE snow BUT if it means school is cancelled on monday and i can stay here until tuesday or even wednesday then I'm all for it!
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[21 Jan 2005|11:42pm] |
Remind me never to stay up until 2:30 in the morning watching the OC and then Dawson's Creek with the roomie when I have an 8:30 the next morning. 5 hours of sleep doesn't cut it for me.
It feels good to be home for the weekend. I don't even want to think about standing out in line for like 4 or 5 hours tomorrow for this L-Word thing. God. I hate the winter.
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[17 Jan 2005|11:47pm] |
I decided that with a free room the best possible way to use it would be to watch the series finale of Dawsons Creek...all 2 hours of it. And I hadn't watched it in like 2 years....but my stomach still got butterflies when Joey ended up with Pacey in the end.
I can't believe school starts again tomorrow. It's a bit surreal. And i don't know why. God, even taking a shower again was weird.
So to end this night with a quote from Dawson's Creek....
....Say goodnight, not goodbye.
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[13 Jan 2005|10:37pm] |
I didn't mean to fall in love with you. And baby there's a name for what you put me through. It isn't love it's robbery. I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me.
I kinda realized that once you leave you can never really come back. Not like you used to. You can come back, but things always seem different. Changed. Even the things that you know for a fact haven't changed feel like they've changed. The faces you used to know. The structures that seemed all too entirely innate. Second nature. People change. Places change. I guess the world matures right alongside with you. It's kinda scary. And kinda infuriating. But also kinda comforting.
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[13 Jan 2005|06:04pm] |
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Ok, so officially Tegan and Sara rock! I had such a blast as the concert last night! And contrary to popular belief, NYC ppl are the shit. You don't have to worry about going by yourself to a venue or something bc the ppl are fucking nice and have no problem starting up a conversation with a total stranger.
Today was a lot of fun too. Stopped by my old summer job to say hello. The boss unofficially hinted about rehiring me again for the summer. And then it was off to Marymount, where I was coerced into talking to every major faculty member. Nah. I love doing that shit. So they end up asking me to come to the arts festival thing and I'm like sure. And I'm so glad I did. Bc the whole upper school was there so I got to see everyone all at one time. Left around 4:30 or so. Smoked a cigarette on the way to the bus. Went to the store and picked up some jello. Haha Jess, I'm making jello tonight and I was SO thinking about jello shots at school! Great blitzed minds must think alike!
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| Stolen from Planetout |
[03 Jan 2005|07:50pm] |
Left to your own devices, who knows what crazy resolutions you'd come up with. It's nice that you're swearing to floss this year and you really mean it, but that's hardly fodder for a midnight toast. Ring in the new year with a bang -- literally, if you like -- and with our top resolutions for gay men, lesbians and everyone.
Gay men
1. Get tested
How can you get started if you don't know where you're at?
2. Kick the habit
That monkey on your back sure makes you look fat.
3. Get your groove on
Surprise him with some new moves in the bed, bath and beyond.
Lesbians
4. Make eye contact
It's a mystery how we ever manage to pick each other up at the dyke bars ...
5. Spring for Showtime
What are you waiting for -- "The L Word" to go into syndication?
6. Style it up
Fashion: Not just for straight girls and gay men anymore.
Everyone
7. Help out
Think you've got drama? Unless you're a tsunami victim, don't come crying to us.
8. T time
Make 2005 the year of trans action: Stand up for gender rights in your community.
9. Explore
There's a whole queer-friendly world out there. Why go anywhere twice?
10. Get a new partner
Same ol' jive in '05? Forget it. Out with the old and in with the new, honey!
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[03 Jan 2005|06:18pm] |
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My mom just got me a Grease jukebox alarm clock. It plays Born To Hand Jive, We Go Together, Summer Nights, and Greased Lightnin'. I think it's my new favorite toy!
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| I've got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one |
[20 Dec 2004|07:44pm] |
The music video for "Big Pimpin'" came on the tv and I got so excited. And then my mom started trying to rap and I was like oh boy
I just realized that I have a whole bottle of Pucker and Malibu rum...that should keep me entertained for awhile.
I hate how Christmas has become way too commercialized. I feel like they should just make another holiday where we can exchange presents and get Christmas back to its original meaning and splendor.
Cause it's all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can't keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad
Yeah, cause it's all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can't take it
I can't shake it, no
I can't wait to see you
Wanna see if you still got that look in your eye
That one you had for me
Before we said our goodbyes
And it's a shame that we gotta spend our time
Being mad about the same things
Over and over again
About the same thing
Over and over again
I remember the day you left
I remember the last breath you took right in front of me
When you said that you would leave
I was too damn stubborn to try to stop you or say anything
But I see clearly now
And this choice I made keeps playing in my head
Over and over again
It plays in my head
Over and over again
Now that I realize
That I'm going down
From all this pain you put me through
Everytime I close my eyes
I like it down
Oh, I can't go on not loving you
Cause it's all in my head
I think about it
Over and over again
And I can't keep
Picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad
Yeah, cause it's all in my head
I think about it
Over and over again
I replay it
Over and over again
And I can't take it
I can't shake it, no
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[16 Dec 2004|11:00pm] |
Dear Villanova,
Thank you for making this semester so much fun. It was the ideal college experience: barely any work and lots of partying. Thank you for giving me a month off for Xmas. It is greatly appreciated. I will see you again on Jan 17th. Until then, peace.
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[22 Nov 2004|07:56pm] |
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Hurray for Thanksgiving break!!!!!!
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| ALOHA! |
[06 Jun 2004|08:28am] |
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In Hawaii until the 18th. Catch ya later dudes! <3
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[08 Feb 2004|07:45pm] |
I've been the girl - middle finger in the air
Unaffected by rumors, the truth: i don't care
So open your mouth and stick out your tounge
You might as well let go you can't take back what you've done
So find a new lifestyle
A reason to smile
Look for Nirvana
Under the strobe lights
Sequins and sex dreams
You whisper to me
there's no reason to cry
If God is a DJ
Life is a dance floor
Love is the rhythm
You are the music
If God is a DJ
Life is a dance floor
You get what you're given
It's all how you use it
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| Baby when the lights go out |
[10 Jan 2004|11:46pm] |
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I think I've lived through too many blackouts in my life thus far. It's not a pattern I'd like to repeat. Plus, it's not like I can be one of those people who can claim that they conceived during a blackout, so thus there's no fun in it.
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[27 Dec 2003|03:30pm] |
Xmas vacation is going exactly as I planned...unplanned. It's nice to be away from college for almost a whole month, but the city can be too stressful sometimes so there is a big part of me that can't wait to go back to 'Nova.
Every day I think about what she's going to say to my letter. The anticipation is about to rip me up inside.
I got a haicut. Think short like I did 2 years ago...well not THAT short, but close to it. Anyways, I love it.
<33
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[24 Nov 2003|10:40pm] |
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It'll be nice to be back in the city until Sunday. I still wish I could drink though.
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| Sisters are doing it for themselves |
[19 Oct 2003|05:51pm] |
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Kissing in your hallway brought back those feelings in my stomach. It made me think back to the beginning when we snuck around in classrooms and held hands in my sweatshirt. I got that rush again and it felt good.
Last night at dinner I think my dad got an in-depth account of the drama that surrounds my love life. His "omg I didn't know it was THAT crazy" face was priceless.
Seeing Brittany after a week was like ahhh. She just makes me happy and i wish i could be pure like her.
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[07 Oct 2003|03:49pm] |
When you're running on minimum hours of sleep and studying frantically for 3 midterms this really just makes your day:
http://www.rathergood.com/
Enjoy!
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